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sábado, 20 de fevereiro de 2016

The Prince of Pemberley - Book 3 - Chapter 2

Yes, I've been black but when I come back, you'll know, know, know!

My blog spent a week bugged, half of it under www.moirabianchi.com.br and it sucked! Excatly as book 3 came out... Oh, what a sad coincidence... At least now it's all solved. 

Well... This chapter shows how the whole book will come out... A whole lotta love! 

Again, both Amazon and Smashwords will probably give you even more as free sample, but here this is it...



BOOK 3
PARTNERS

Previous chapter

CHAPTER 2


The Kingdom


There was a lot of planning; a lot of explaining; a lot of packing; a lot of crying, howling and meowing as Yoda and Shoyu were boarded at the vet and mostly a lot of anxiousness controlling when July finally arrived and with it, the visit to Pemberley.




During the unsettling June when both Wickham and Anne tried their best to waste Elizabeth’s peace of mind, she discovered meditation and returned to acupuncture to align her chakras and cope with what the planets were keeping in store for them. Sarah and Cassandra were lovely girls who Elizabeth thought would welcome the marriage but Diana and Thomas were another kettle of fish. Diana was skittish and Tom was jealous, protective of his mother.


As the plane prepared to land in Manchester where Darcy was waiting, Elizabeth practiced her breathing exercises. Inhaling by her mouth and closing one nostril at a time to exhale. Once, twice, five times. Even if she breathed in and out another twenty times, Darcy’s nude magnificence would still intrude her mind. The eminence of meeting him again after a trimester messed up with her.

Juggling three kids, a sister, a housekeeper, six big suitcases, five inflight bags and a stroller was not easy but as soon as they reached the sliding doors, Elizabeth could see Darcy’s anxiousness fade into a big tight lipped smile. Until his beguiling slanted eyes focused on her face and new hair. He frowned even though the smile never left his mouth.

The three children were very happy to meet Sarah and Graham giving Elizabeth a few seconds to greet Darcy without having to share his attention.

‘That’s new.’ He said caressing her three inches shorter and a few shades lighter hair, the amethyst earring moving delicately.

‘It was too long.’ She shrugged and rose on her toes to kiss his cheek. ‘And the highlights make me look younger.’

He pressed his lips to contain the smile threatening to explode on his face. ‘Finally.’

She hugged him and nodded with her nose glued to his neck. Finally July had arrived and they would be together for a month. A whole month.

‘Lizzy!’ Sarah shrieked. ‘What happened to your hair?’

‘Didn’t you like it?’ Elizabeth released father to hug daughter. ‘Are you cutting class, missy?’

‘Just two days… I’ll return to school Monday morning but Dad said I can come every weekend while you’re here!’ The girl smiled. ‘I love the color but you cut too much!...’ Sarah said in a pained expression running her hands on Elizabeth’s tresses that now reached mid shoulder blades.

‘Hair is like grass, Sally. It’ll grow back in a blink!’ Elizabeth smiled.

‘It was really long, Sally.’ Jane said and leaned demurely to kiss Darcy’s cheek.

‘Here!’ Cassandra said excitedly touching her mother’s ribs.

Darcy crouched down smiling. ‘Hello, doll. How’s your wrist?’

‘So much better!’ The girl gave him a serious nod making her hair bounce. ‘I’m back on my skates, I brought them!’ She grinned.

‘Your pretty hair is shorter too, isn’t it?’ He asked the toddler.

She blushed and looked down. ‘Mommy made me cut it… she said pretty small girls have hair skimming their shoulders…’ Cassandra half complained half regretted.

‘Mommy is a pretty girl, isn’t she?’ Darcy asked brushing the girl’s bangs out of her eyes and she nodded. ‘She’s the prettiest girl I know.’ He said and the girl giggled. ‘She must know about pretty girls’ hair…’ The toddler gave him a Lizzy smile, the one he used to get inside girlish letters and his heart warmed. He kissed her forehead and with an arm around her rainbow poka dotted legs, brought Cassandra up in his lap as he stood. ‘What about you, mate?’ He smiled at Elizabeth’s son inside a Manchester City jersey.

‘Fine.’ Tom nodded sadly. ‘Mom gave me a pill.’

‘Are you ill?’ Darcy ruffled the boy’s hair as Cassandra hugged his neck.

The boy shook his head. ‘Sick of travelling.’

‘I’ve got something to cheer you up.’ Darcy said and chuckled when Tom’s green expression alighted seeing the soccer Champions’ League match tickets he had produced from his pocket. ‘Let’s go home.’

Bags here and bags there, who would ride where, long minutes discussing the logistics of the crowd fitting three cars and they were moving. It had been years since the girls were that young and they were never as loud as Tom and Cassandra, especially with the addition of an excited Sally, but Darcy felt very cheerful with the noise. He drove with Elizabeth by his side while Tom, Reynalda and Cassandra on Sarah’s lap occupied the backseat chatting animatedly, planning what they would do on the first week everyone would spend together. The two following weeks would take Elizabeth from them as she had to attend classes and the last week would bring them all together once more.

When Darcy parked by the front door, the driver had already arrived with the bags and Graham was only minutes away with Jane and Julia. Taking advantage of the kids’ hubbub, Elizabeth hugged Darcy’s waist and handed him a small keychain.

‘What’s this, Love?’ He asked rolling the small stone tube on his fingers.

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‘It’s a dzi bead.’ She said showing him hers hanging from her neck. ‘A Tibetan amulet. We both have the ‘Heaven and Earth’ bead, it purifies obstacles, aligns elements, attracts luck and repels evil.’ She said seriously.

‘Bart, you’ve been meditating too much.’ He smiled patronizingly at her.

She squinted.

‘Look at these gardens!’ They heard Cassandra squeak. ‘I wish we had brought my bike!... Let’s have a picnic, Sally? I have my dolls!’

‘Do you want me to use this?’ Darcy asked trying to keep serious.

‘You have no idea how hard it is to find these in Rio.’ She raised her brows and nodded vehemently. ‘And it’s not cheap either. We need protection, King.’

He nodded inspecting the stone, an arm around her waist as she kept one around his.

‘You’re making fun of me.’ She accused. ‘Jerk!’

‘Fine. I’ll use it if it’s important to you.’ He fished his keys from his pocket and attached the bead’s string. ‘We’re together now, relax.’

‘I hate you.’ She said squinting and he had to lower his head to kiss her lips.

Since she stepped out of the restricted airport area he had been controlling himself, the last rocky month made them both ache for the other’s reassurance. But before his lips touched hers, she turned her face to the side and tilted her head to where the children were, their curious eyes intent on them.

Darcy sighed. A cheek kiss it would be. Sarah, Thomas and Cassandra blinked but Darcy and Elizabeth were saved from any inquiry by Diana showing up on the front door.

Introductions were made; she kissed Elizabeth’s cheek, ruffled the kids’ hair but kept her face almost frozen, incapable of digesting the onslaught. Her father’s house was being invaded and she was helpless, as lost as a pet when owners bring home a new baby. Her mother had admonished her against Elizabeth, forewarning that the Brazilian skank would pounce on him as soon as the marriage was broken. And here she was, with her children, maid, sister… Quietly Diana observed when the boy moved closer to her father and whispered something to him that made him frown and shake his head with a sad expression.

‘I do have horses, though.’ Darcy said and the boy smiled. ‘I guess we can buy bikes…’ He said. ‘But a dirt bike…’

‘Don’t fall for that, Fitz!’ Elizabeth shook her finger at them. ‘Diana, protect your father.’

Diana smiled surprised by the mentioning of her name. Considering herself a silent bystander who witnessed the Brazilian crowd take advantage of her father, she was genuinely pleased to be remembered.

‘Tom, I already told you dirt bikes are prohibited.’ Elizabeth said carrying her purse and two inflight bags from the car.

‘But mom, if I don’t try it I’ll never learn how to ride one.’ The boy whined. ‘Video games are also not allowed…’

‘If you play for a whole daylong, yes it’s not allowed.’ Elizabeth shook her head and smiled when the maids came to help her. She greeted them all with a handshake and indicated where the bags were.

‘We’ll see into it, mate.’ Darcy whispered to Tom who smiled.

‘What is this? A mutiny?’ Elizabeth shouted as she moved past them on her way inside the house. ‘Tell them about the secret.’ She said knowing it would kill Darcy’s element of surprise and he shook his head at her.

‘Is it candy?’ Cassandra asked jumping up and down.

‘Popsicles?’ Julia asked running from Graham’s hand to hug Darcy’s leg.

‘A horse show?’ Tom smiled expectantly.

Darcy shook his head again. ‘You’ll see.’
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Darcy had everything planned meticulously. Graham and Jane would take Anne’s room – now a guest room once her things were delivered at Rosings, Diana and Sarah each had their own rooms. Elizabeth’s kids would take the guest room attached to his and the lady in question, the one who inspired his life for the last years would finally occupy his bed’s left side.

To his abhorrence, his careful plans were thwarted. The maids had to hurry from room to room carrying bags and linens, rearranging the already prepared beds as he stood in the middle of the hall, petrified and magnificent as the Colossus of Rhodes, arms crossed high on his chest and legs apart.

Tom wouldn’t sleep with his sister for the world. She had nightmares and screamed, talked to her dolls and kicked the whole night. He was given the family guest room.

Elizabeth wouldn’t let Reynalda sleep at the servants’ quarters for the world. She was family and didn’t speak English enough to chat with people.

Cassandra wouldn’t sleep far from her mother. Or Reynalda. Ever. Neither for the world or the universe.

And worst, Elizabeth wouldn’t sleep in his bed.

‘I can’t hop into your bed.’ Elizabeth touched his arm. ‘Not yet.’

‘Huh.’

She pressed her lips together. ‘You know what?’ She looked at him through her lashes. ‘I brought workout clothes hoping you’d let me try your rowing machine…’ She smiled.

“Good God, the lioness.” Darcy felt his loins twitch and in his head he lowered his arms, whisked her in his lap and trotted to his bedroom. But in reality they kept in the middle of the hall as hell broke loose around them. ‘You use it naked.’ He said seriously. ‘It says on the manual.’ Elizabeth laughed and hugged his waist; he uncrossed his arms to hug her back. ‘Please, stay with me.’ He insisted in a whisper.

‘You know it’s too early.’
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Two days later, Elizabeth wished she had shocked their kids and stayed in his bed.

Life at Pemberley house needed her full attention even though she hadn’t moved in yet and only few people knew for sure she would eventually. Reynalda didn’t speak English enough to be left on her own, the kids needed help settling down and she wanted them to like Pemberley so she made an extra effort.

Sarah missed her and she spent time chatting with the girl about innumerous silly subjects, from school to boys, from hair products to video games.

Cassandra had a medical appointment in the city and Elizabeth asked Sarah to tag along so they could do some shopping after the consult fearing her Indu-British doctor would want to put her daughter back in a cast and that would certainly start a tantrum.

Thomas was mostly outside enjoying that much space for the first time in his life, as well as soccer pals in the driver and guards who he persuaded to play on their free time.

Diana was still shying from Elizabeth and it was unsettling. They had barely chatted, Elizabeth had only met the girl twice and resigned to giving time to time, she refused to force a relationship.

One afternoon when miraculously she could disengage from everyone, Elizabeth considered going for a power run and when casually passing by Darcy’s den’s on her way upstairs to change, from the opened door, his velvety strong voice caught her attention and she didn’t resist looking inside to blow him a kiss but his deep frown made her stay: father and older daughter were having an argument over a party the girl had been invited.

His daughters, as her own kids, were caught in a divorce that shattered their world; with teenagers, such a change was tantamount worse. Elizabeth felt guilty and still over indulged her babies on occasion; it was only natural to indulge her step daughters as well.

Two women against Darcy, one who looked like him, another looking so fucking hot in denim shorts, he had no chance of resisting, they didn’t even need to argue for long. A face splitting smile on her face, Diana left them with her phone in her ear, talking in animated rushed tones. 

‘That was unfair, Lizzy.’ Darcy ran a hand through his hair, the other on his hips. ‘She’s too young to go out alone and come back at one in the morning!’ He shook his head. ‘Eleven thirty was her limit.’

‘It’s summer and she’s a teenager almost on vacation.’ Elizabeth smiled.

‘You want to seduce her.’ Darcy accused.

‘I want to seduce her father!’ Elizabeth sashayed closer to him and he took a few steps towards her.

‘He is very keen.’ Darcy whispered on her lips a second before they finally shared a series of proper kisses. She was ensconced inside his arms hugging his waist, one hand inside his pants on the small of his back. He engulfed her in his big frame, one arm securing her waist and pressing her into him, another on her shoulder blades to hold her head and caress her ear with his thumb. ‘Let’s go upstairs.’ He urged and she nodded, turned on and moist already.

Wasting time on one last kiss before trotting up the stairs, they heard an awful noise of something heavy rolling down the stairs followed by a piercing cry. 

Desperate, Elizabeth ran to the hall to see Cassandra sprawled on the floor with a large plastic storage box’s lid beside her. 

‘Oh my God!’ Elizabeth kneeled on the floor beside her daughter while Darcy frowned fishing his phone from his pocket to call an ambulance but something caught his eye: Thomas standing at the top of the stairs with his hands on his hips and lips pressed together, another big lid beside him. And worse, Julia was near, wide eyed and with a lid of her own.

‘What did you do, Thomas?’ Darcy asked the boy and Elizabeth looked up at him peeved that he talked to her son in that harsh tone. A second later she looked at the boy at the top of the stairs and understood.

Tom shook his head. ‘Nothing. We were trying to bobsled down the stairs and I told her this lid wouldn’t be good enough.’

‘We had to try…’ Cassandra whined slowly sitting up.

‘You’re too stubborn.’ Tom took a seat on the first step. ‘I said we need a carbon box.’

As the brothers started discussing the mechanics of stairs bobsledding, Darcy touched Elizabeth’s shoulder and tilted his head to a side.

She averted her eyes from him to her daughter and he shook his head.

‘She’s fine.’ He whispered and without further encouragement, she rose to her feet, took his hand and they walked back towards his den since the stairs were now compromised.

The den was the obvious place anyone would try if they noticed they were MIA so she pushed him forward and as they heard someone call ‘Mom…’ they hurried inside the first door available. It was a small sitting room that was obviously not used regularly and smelled faintly of dust but the door didn’t squeak when Darcy closed it behind them.

Giggling she pushed him against the wall by the door and attacked his mouth hungrily. His hands snaked inside her top and expertly hiked up her bra to knead her breasts, making her moan in his mouth.

‘Shhh, be quiet.’ Darcy whispered waking in Elizabeth the need for revenge.

She snaked her hands downwards, one inside his pants waist, another cupping his bulging dick, effectively making him groan. She chuckled and he reciprocated with a hand inside the back of her shorts.

‘Do me!’ She whispered heatedly, her hand closed around his wood and moaned feeling the paper thin skin slid around the solid center. He chuckled feeling very turned on by her urgency. The sexual tension of being in the same house but not touching after anticipating these vacations together for a longtime was unbearable and she needed the release only he could give her, even if in rabbit mode. ‘I’m always staring at your crotch! I beg you, please cock me.’ She breathed.

‘That’s raunchy.’ He complained amused.

Elizabeth sighed exasperated. ‘Please love me intensely because I have a yearning in my very core.’ She groaned in a ragged breath.

Darcy chuckled. ‘It’ll be my pleasure.’

She stole the air from his lungs by kneading his dick and balls inside and outside his pants; he craved to feel her ‘pretty little thing’ smearing his fingers. Greedily he tugged on her shorts button to open it and invade her panties but before he touched heaven, another piercing cry reached them.

And this one was followed by another that Elizabeth recognized coming from Jane.
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Around the dinner table, the animated noise of a full Pemberley was very unsettling. Although Darcy was happy with Elizabeth’s presence after such a long wait, he was used to quiet lone meals when he would be left to his own thoughts. The last family meals this dining room had witnessed consisted on halted conversations and long stretches of silence. Now the table burst with laughter and voices chatting, an occasional whine over vegetables or a chastising.

Graham’s impression of a caring father was very amusing to watch, the way he fed baby Julia her peas while she only spooned mashed potatoes or checked the band aid adorning her forehead was particularly entertaining.

‘I’ve never seen a vegetarian child come from a meat eating home before.’ Darcy said watching Julia nibble on a baby carrot. ‘Didn’t she eat chicken tenders at Disney?’

‘She eats fish or chicken if you force her.’ Jane looked with adoring eyes at her daughter and boyfriend competing to win the carrot nibbling contest.

Elizabeth nudged Darcy. ‘Rabbits!’ She said and he pressed his lips together. ‘I like rabbits. They are cute animals. Can be fierce too, if urged.’ He nodded. ‘I’d like to meet a rabbit.’ She insisted.

‘Do you have rabbits here?’ Cassandra asked hopefully.

Darcy shook his head no.

‘They were scared away; you made a lot of noise this afternoon.’ Elizabeth bounced her legs under the table and Darcy rested a hand on her knee to calm her, he was barely keeping it together as well. It had been almost three days since his love arrived in his house and still he hadn’t had her naked yet. There was always one of the kids wanting to talk to her, a phone call for him, a bad dream for Cassandra, Tom’s need for his mother, Jane and her professional views of the house, one thing or another. Even so, it was very alluring to know she was as turned on as he was.

‘Why is Diana gone missing?’ Cassandra asked looking dejectedly from her peas that refused to disappear from her plate to Julia’s birthday cake on the side board waiting to be served as dessert.

‘She didn’t ‘go missing’, you silly! She went out.’ Tom rolled his eyes.

‘She had a party.’ Sally said.

‘You’re too young, sweetie. Your father is right.’ Elizabeth touched the saddened girl’s hand.

Darcy reached out and scooped half of Cassandra’s peas as her mother was distracted.

‘She’s only two years older than me.’ Sarah whined.

Cassandra looked sideways at her mother barely disguising her joy in being relieved of the offending green food.

‘Diana is also too young.’ Darcy groaned munching Cassandra’s peas.

‘Oh please, not again!’ Elizabeth poked him in the ribs. ‘She’s 17! That’s the age for parties! Don’t you remember what it felt like? Only twenty eight years ago!...’

‘Huh.’

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‘A driver took her and will bring her back; the party is at the club. What could happen?’ Elizabeth sipped her wine.

‘It has only been twenty four years for you.’ Darcy squinted at her and he could see she was fuming at the age reference. ‘Have you forgotten how boys are at seventeen?’

‘How are we at seventeen?’ Tom asked.

‘Grosse, I bet.’ Cassandra grumbled.

‘Unstoppable.’ Graham pointed at Tom and Darcy pointed at Graham, giving Elizabeth the stinky eye.

‘Oh, alright!’ She threw her hands up. ‘I’ll go get her at half past midnight. Is it better? I’ll take full responsibility.’ She said, deep down fearing what the repressed girl might be up to. She had specifically warned Diana against booze and greedy boys in what she hoped was a cool conversation, but with teenagers one could never know.

‘Fine.’ Darcy nodded. ‘And I’ll take full responsibility for Tom’s motorized dirt bike.’

‘Yes!’ Tom pumped his fist.

Elizabeth shook her head vehemently. Her legs started bouncing again. ‘That’s unfair! You know he’s been dreaming about this.’ She cautioned Darcy.

‘Indulging your child is unfair, huh?’ He raised his brows and took a healthy bite of food.

‘Ah, lovely Reynalda!’ Graham greeted the housekeeper who came into the room. ‘What have you got there, my dear? Is it what I hope it is?’

‘Chicken pie.’ Reynalda smiled. ‘Didn’t you ask for it?’

Graham sighed slowly. ‘Madam, I’ll double whatever salary my boring cousin offered you. Please come to my house and help me care for these two beautiful ladies.’

‘No!’ Elizabeth shouted.

‘Good luck breaking these two apart, Graham.’ Darcy chuckled.

‘Are you jealous?’ Elizabeth pinched his cheek.

Secretly, Darcy was but not of her love for Reynalda. He was jealous of his cousin whose work permitted him to spend several weeks in Rio whenever he wanted, who often went to his sister-in-law’s house for dinner and was intimate enough to be indulged by her housekeeper. Darcy’s housekeeper-to-be.

‘Don’t be, boss.’ Reynalda said, answering their heavily accented chat in Portuguese. ‘I have something for you too.’ She smiled and took the tray the maid behind her was carrying.

Darcy’s mouth watered as he looked at the steamy dark balls in front of him. ‘What are these, Mrs. Rey?’ He asked making Elizabeth smile at his addressing of her housekeeper.

Feijoada fritters.’ The beautiful and intimidating woman said in a smile. ‘The best way I could make do. You have different beans here, and your collard is also not the same. But I think they taste good.’

‘Someone has been pretty busy.’ Elizabeth poked Reynalda’s arm and she giggled.

The tall black warrior was feeling very awkward after the serious conversation Darcy had with her when they arrived. He offered her the post of housekeeper and with it came several implications. Reynalda would need to master the language fast, she would run a house ten times bigger than Elizabeth’s apartment in Rio, the family she would take care of would double and she would have seven employees to order around. Aside all professional requirements, she also would have a house of her own to start from scratch. To help Reynalda, Darcy had chosen the maid Elizabeth liked best – Hill, the one that had attended her on her last visit to Pemberley. To persuade Reynalda, he had presented a big paycheck that was already pretty generous in pounds, and converted in reais it was four times higher, almost three times what she made in Brazil. And it was effective immediately to help Elizabeth get ready to move and start running Pemberley house as the new mistress liked.

After the hearty meal, they sang happy birthday to a grinning baby Julia, the big family went outside to finish their wine at the balcony and Elizabeth lost Darcy to Tom who excitedly made plans concerning the previously forbidden motorcycle for hours.
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Darcy’s chances to spend time alone with Elizabeth were always scarce. As he spent the day outside with Tom, Cassandra and Julia riding horses or their new bikes with a delighted Sarah as company, Diana mostly locked in her room, Graham and Jane taking care of the crowd, Elizabeth studied. Her PhD’s counselors demanded bigger advances both in her research and essays so she needed to cram.

Although the soccer match and the bike helped Darcy bond with Thomas, it also tied them further preventing him to glue to Elizabeth. They had nice man-to-man chats on both occasions, shared male moments such as rooting for the same team, fitting the dirt bike in the back of Darcy’s Range Rover and bringing it home or horse riding.

Darcy hadn’t driven a motorcycle since his teenage years but was glad to see that he still remembered how to do it and took his time teaching the boy. To his surprise, it not only caught Graham’s attention but also his daughters when they returned for the weekend.

The group scattered around the grounds enjoying the day, from his den Elizabeth heard Darcy calling out for her. She hurried to the door and spotted him in a run with their four kids trailing behind him and Graham with Julia on his arm.

‘Shall we?’ Jane asked behind her.

Elizabeth jumped and then nodded. ‘Sure.’

They linked arms and skipped a few steps to synchronize their strides as they used to when children.

‘Tell me how much you will charge to make this old-fashioned castle into a home, sister architect.’ Elizabeth smiled.

‘Oh… I already have incredible ideas!’ Jane grinned.  ‘So many possibilities to such a big house… Fitz is really loaded, isn’t he? This many employees must cost a fortune here in Europe.’ 

Elizabeth nodded in a serious expression. ‘He is always surrounded by staff, either here, in London or his offices... It’s so different from us.’

‘Graham also has drivers and housekeepers… but Fitz has a freaking horse barn and you’re not intimidated!’ Jane squeaked.

Shrugging, Elizabeth kept the seriousness. ‘He always had that; we talked about it in letters... Not that this many people around is not unnerving sometimes…’ She let her eyes lock on his impressing figure walking several meters ahead of them. ‘How does Graham live in London?’

‘He has a housekeeper that helped raise him, his mother orders the woman. Here in Manchester he stays with his parents. We’re having lunch there this week so I can meet them.’

‘You’ll meet mother and nanny together?’ Elizabeth gasped. ‘Imagine meeting mom and Rey at the same time!’

Jane made a pained expression.

‘How will this work, Jane? Will you take Julia with you?’

‘I don’t know, Beebe.’

Elizabeth frowned but her sister kept silently staring at their feet as they walked in sync. ‘Cassandra is basically taking advantage of Fitz when he lets her-’ Elizabeth smiled at her sister. ‘But Julia is pretty comfortable in Graham’s shoulders, I can see it!’

Jane nodded. ‘She likes to play giant.’

‘And your boyfriend is in love with her…’

‘He wants to be her dad.’ Jane mumbled. ‘Officially.’

‘Really?’ Elizabeth halted making Jane stumble forward. ‘Oh my God, Jane! What did you say?’

Jane smiled shyly and shrugged. ‘Maybe you could check my planets and tell me what to do?’

Darcy looked over his shoulder and urged Elizabeth breaking the sisters’ conversation. When they arrived at the barn and approached the group, the women found the two smaller girls on the men’s shoulders, the seven of them intent on one of stalls as caretakers moved hurriedly around them. Elizabeth frowned moving closer, blinking to adjust her eyes after walking under the summer sun and suddenly understood Darcy’s cryptic hints for the kids since they arrived.

‘Is she giving birth?’ Elizabeth whispered in awe as a beautiful mare with a huge round belly paced her stall slowly.

‘Yes. That’s my new stallions’ first colt.’ He answered holding Cassandra’s ankle, brought Elizabeth’s back to his chest and hugged her shoulders with one arm. ‘I’m hoping for a red one, like him.’

‘Is he here?’ She whispered and leaned back surprised when the big animal lied down abruptly and whined.

‘That’s probably him.’ Darcy said as they heard an answering neigh.

The foaling wasn’t quick and they stood unmoving for the whole time, even the kids quietly whispered questions. Except from Darcy and Graham, it was the first time they watched nature enfold in front of their eyes as the mare foaled her baby practically alone. The enthralling moment the white socked red foal stood in his uncertain long thin legs brought tears to their eyes and they cheered to the admonishing of the caretakers.

Darcy had to insist to move them all outside the barn and wait for mother and baby take their first stroll. Cassandra and Julia wanted to pet the red colt thinking it was one of their cartoons’ characters and cried feeling hurt when it was not allowed.

As the group watched the new born follow its mother’s tits around the pen, Elizabeth watched Darcy. He had known about the impending foaling and planned to take her children to watch it. They were city children; of course they would love to witness such an exuberant spectacle.

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“Our life together might work, after all.” Her romantic side swooned. His care for her and her entourage endeared him to her but also pierced her heart. He was so close and yet, under the surveillance of his teenage daughters and her young children, he was still out of her reach. There was no denial that the distance offered her the perspective to see how perfect he was. Tall and strong, an extremely able lover, polite, in love with her and… rich. Jane was right: who has a horse breeding barn a mere kilometer from his house?

Would she have turned her life around for him if they had to struggle to make ends meet every month?

On their walk back to the house, Nanda on his shoulders still excited about the colt she wanted to name ‘Cherry Sparkle’, Elizabeth walked by his side and snaked a hand inside his shirt to caress his lower back.

‘Thank you, King.’ She smiled fondly at him. ‘You’re the best.’

‘Did you like the surprise?’ He bent to let a squirming Cassandra down making Elizabeth’s hand move to hug his waist and straightening up, he concentrated on her pretty face.

‘Oh my God!’ She smiled, her mouth in parenthesis. ‘It was unforgettable… You rock my world; you do know it, right?’

He hugged her shoulder and in spite of the babbling children around them, they made love through long stares and big smiles as they used to before his birthday in Paris, two years before.

Unbeknownst to them, Diana who walked behind the group, noticed the exchange with a frown as deep as her father’s. She had never seen her parents exchange PDA’s and she had never thought of her father as someone’s love interest. But there he was, walking in front of her with Elizabeth’s hand inside his shirt and their faces so close they were practically kissing.

It happened often, this close proximity, this whispering and smiling. Diana was surprised, betrayed and jealous. She began to resent her own mother who was never this loving with her father, rarely fought for her against him or her grandmother and let their family break. Most of all, Diana felt confused.
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‘Let’s go!’ Darcy called out from the door that evening.

‘My women are already in the car, William.’ Graham said in a silly smile. ‘I’ve got two now! I even have a pink booster seat!’ He chuckled happily. ‘I’ll meet you lot at the restaurant.’

‘Fine.’ Darcy grumbled. He had four women and a lad now, he would probably need a bigger car to take his family out. As it was, Cassandra would be riding on Sarah’s lap again and Darcy considered if the girl would be sad if there were seats for the four of them. ‘Lizzy!’ He called again.

Elizabeth left his den frowning, balancing her bag on her shoulder and a phone in her ear as she hurriedly walked towards him.

‘Hurry up, the kids are impatient!’ He said admiring her slender figure in boot cut denim, wedge sandals, purple top making her curves even more enticing and a colorful maxi necklace.

Oui, oui, Feuillide.” She said on the phone. “La prochaine semaine.”

Making plans for the next week in French? Darcy raised his brows as she passed him by. ‘I’m screwed!’ She whispered.

‘We’re leaving, Mrs. Rey.’ He called out chuckling and closed the door behind him.

Elizabeth still chatted in French for a few more minutes as he drove out of Pemberley. When she finished, the raucous of noise started immediately.

‘We’ll need a bigger car.’ Darcy mumbled and she laughed reaching out to caress his neck.

‘It seems I’ll meet you guys in Paris next week.’ She said.

‘Will you mom?’ Cassandra bounced on Sarah’s lap.

‘Yes, baby. But not for Euro Disney, I’m sorry.’ Elizabeth said turning backwards to face the packed backseat. Tom sat behind Darcy, Sarah and Cassandra in the middle and Diana, intent of her many messaging apps, behind her. ‘My counselor wants to see me. She says I’ve been quiet for too long.’

‘Good for us.’ Darcy smiled. He was about to face worst times than this last week when he barely laid a hand on his soon-to-be wife. She was fleeing to London for her classes leaving Graham and Jane to help him entertain the five kids at Euro Disney, then some London tourism for children without his daughters.

‘I think I’ll leave for London a day earlier.’ She pressed her lips together. ‘If I’ll be spending a few days in Paris, I’ll need to spend more time in the library to prepare my essays.’ She looked outside her window thinking hard. ‘Maybe the hospital’s library…’

If Darcy believed in her crappy planets and zodiac, he would say it was an alignment. ‘Maybe I’ll go with you.’ He said seriously. ‘I have to check on the business, I’ve neglected the company for too long.’

Elizabeth turned her head to face him and saw in his eyes what he meant by neglecting. ‘You should.’ They nodded at each other silently communicating through smiling eyes even though their faces were impassive. ‘Rey, Graham and Jane will take the bunch alone…’

‘Tom and I made plans to ride to London; he is not comfortable with flying again.’ Darcy said and Elizabeth could see from the corner of her eye that her son breathed relieved. ‘I’ll ask my driver to take them. You and I can fly.’

‘Ok.’ She said.

‘I don’t want to endure a three hours’ ride in a full car.’ Diana complained.

‘Two, Diana.’ Darcy answered. ‘You can fly as you usually do.’

Her father’s indulgent answer made Diana feel a little left aside.

Roger Hodgson started singing on the radio and Elizabeth clapped happily. ‘Supertramp, Fitz!’ They shared a smile and sang along for most of the song to the amusement of their children. During the bridge while there was a ‘nana nana nana’ Elizabeth leaned to her right and reached out for the steering wheel’s radio controls. ‘Please, do the radio voice…’ She asked through her lashes as she lowered the volume.

He laughed. ‘Hijacking Manchester W540, this is the Lamb Tone.’ He said with mirth and the children cheered form the backseat. ‘This is the Prince of Pemberley. The one and only.’

Diana looked up at her father laughing as he drove with curious eyes, these days had been very confusing. Who was this man in her father’s skin?

Her sister elbowed her. ‘Didn’t I tell you?’ Sarah grinned. ‘I told you!...’ She nodded vehemently.

Darcy reached out and held Elizabeth’s hand as he drove to the restaurant, relaxed and good humored, discussing which eighties’ band had sax or other wind instruments, playfully fighting with Elizabeth about the music each liked best; their children in the backseat either bickering at each other or giggling and it felt normal.

Possible.

It felt like home.

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Let's us both know that we still love still one other
Ain't it strange and wonderful
That we, that we, we're still friends...


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sábado, 6 de fevereiro de 2016

The Prince of Pemberley - Book 3 - Chapter 1

And finally, more than two years later, today I release the final chapter... THE PRINCE OF PEMBERLEY BOOK 3 is ready for pre-order.

I have to say I'm a little jealous of them... How silly, right? 

It all started here in the book's homepage... *sweet love*

Well... As both Amazon and Smashwords make some of it available, I'll post here too. Here you go, after months and years and frustration and love...


BOOK 3
PARTNERS

Previous chapter

CHAPTER 1


Loose ends


Jane nodded pressing her lips in a thin line, eyes downcast.


Reynalda frowned and played with a match box over the kitchen table.

It was in a sunny Sunday afternoon in Rio, a week after Elizabeth arrived from Europe, that she united the two strong women to come clean and hopefully gather allies.

‘What do you have to say?’ Elizabeth told them about the love that bonded her to Darcy, the double divorce and his proposal of marriage. ‘I love him and will turn my life around because I believe in what we have, but without your support, it’ll be a lot more difficult.’ She bit the inside of her cheek and got up to refill her coffee mug. ‘Reynalda, what would tempt you to come with us to England?’ She deadpanned, her heart beating a little faster.

‘Me?’ Reynalda asked surprised yet relieved. She considered her life if the Wickhams – minus Mr. Wickham – left her behind. ‘I don’t speak English!’
 
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‘You can start classes tomorrow.’ Elizabeth shrugged.

‘Me in a classroom?’ Reynalda chuckled.

‘We can hire someone to come here, if you’d like. A private tutor.’ Elizabeth said.

‘It’s always more effective.’ Jane piped in. ‘To learn a language one on one.’

Elizabeth chuckled. ‘Effective would be someone to teach her English in bed, as that romance we read!’ She said and the three women laughed. It was not unusual for them to exchange sugary romance books whenever they found an interesting one.

In spite of the humor, Reynalda was genuinely concerned about the idea of moving abroad. ‘Do the kids know?’

Elizabeth shook her head, lips in a thin line. ‘I’m feeding them little bits here and there. With George’s upcoming Haiti shift, they are already a little shaken.’ She sipped her coffee. ‘So?...’ She pressed her personal nanny. ‘Pemberley, Fitz’s place, it’s a farm… Mmmm… Not exactly a farm but a big, big house with a farm attached to it, a few minutes from Manchester.’ Elizabeth explained the best way she could. ‘It’ll be a big change for us all. Another language, different culture, a smaller city… Manchester is pretty big but not like Rio. And they have winter there, I mean, snow…’

‘Oh! How lovely!’ Reynalda’s eyes lightened.

‘I love snow…’ Jane sighed. ‘Only saw it once, remember Beebe, our Christmas in Manhattan?...’

Elizabeth smiled. ‘Snow may be beautiful, but it’s freaking cold when it comes… You can have your own house, a cottage, and host a love interest!...’ She winked.

‘What?’ Reynalda laughed, her big earrings bouncing. ‘Men are way too white there!’

‘Ooh, but British men are so charming!’ Jane cooed. ‘Delroy Lindo, Sean Connery, Colin Firth, Seal...’

‘Who am I to say but I think Englishmen are to swoon for!’ Elizabeth said and they giggled.

‘Really, a house of my own?’ Reynalda asked.

‘A cottage, really. Pemberley has a small villa of small houses near the front gates, close to the big house but far enough to be independent. They were once rented to tenants, now they are mostly vacated to host harvest fairs or whatever.’ Elizabeth shrugged. ‘Fitz said it’s a nice setting for horse shows. You can have your kids and grandkids over… Garden, garage, a porch or a gazebo. Maybe ride to the house on golf carts or a bike. Whatever you want, I’m sure Fitz won’t mind.’

‘That sounds lovely to me…’ Jane whispered.

Reynalda nodded. ‘To me as well.’

Silence fell on Elizabeth’s kitchen again.

‘He invited us all to spend a month at Pemberley.’ She said as one drops a bomb. When the other two looked directly at her, she continued. ‘My next module of classes is in July, the kids will be in vacations… Let’s go?’

‘I think you should go.’ Jane said valiantly, encouraging her sister to follow her heart even though she cowered from doing so.

‘You too, Jane. And Juju, of course.’ Elizabeth touched her arm over the table.

Jane’s eyes widened. ‘Why?’

‘Because you’re my family, because he likes Julia, because you’re his cousin’s girlfriend. Do you need any other reason?’ Elizabeth counted on her fingers.

‘I’m not-’ Jane started to protest.

‘Sister, stop running from life. Give the guy a chance.’ Elizabeth pressed.

Reynalda huffed. ‘This girl is more skittish than Shoyu.’ The singleton mentioned meowed lazily and moved out of his hiding by the stove to sashay across the kitchen with his tale high.

Elizabeth pulled a face and studied her sister’s expression. ‘I don’t know, Reynalda. This cat has a death wish and Jane… Cowardice cripples her.’ She reached the cordless phone and offered it to Jane. ‘Call Graham, say you’ll go to Pemberley with us and would like to visit him. Or invite him over… Man up, girl!’

Jane smiled with a painful expression and took the phone.

I’m not sure…’ Reynalda and Elizabeth said together and they laughed.

‘You’re bullying me.’ Jane complained.

‘Good bullying is encouragement.’ Reynalda patted the blushing Jane’s hand.

When Jane got up and walked to the balcony to make the call, the children’s TV still blaring their movie, Elizabeth moved to sit beside Reynalda. ‘What about you?’ She asked. ‘Pay check in pounds for taking care of us as you do here, a house full of minions, no more house cleaning, cooking only when you feel like it…’ She smiled mischievously.

‘Have you taken over the house enough to dictate it’s functioning already?’ Reynalda chuckled.

Elizabeth shook her head. ‘You know I hate housekeeping… I was hoping you’d do it for me.’ She smiled. ‘I only visited the place once and it seemed to run itself, actually. Lots of maids, drivers, gardeners…’

‘And how would I fit?’ Reynalda defied her, her heart squeezing.

Elizabeth thought for a while and got the batphone from her purse beside her chair. Darcy picked up on the third ring.

“My lady?” He answered smiling.

“Fitz, how would Reynalda fit at Pemberley?” She asked without wasting time with sweet nothings. They had already talked sweet nothings for almost an hour that morning.

Darcy blinked trying to put his mind where she wanted it to be. “Graham is on the phone with Jane.” He stalled.

“Mission completed, general.” She answered sarcastically.

He chuckled and took a deep breath. “Let me talk to Reynalda.”

“Why?” Elizabeth frowned.

“She’ll be working for me; I want to talk business with her.” Darcy explained.

“No way! Reynalda is mine!” She protested. ‘He wants you to work for him! What an evil-eye!’ Elizabeth spoke in Portuguese with Reynalda and the woman chuckled.

“No!” Darcy said. “You are mine. The kids, Reynalda and the pets are my bonus agreement.”

“Be serious, Fitz.” Elizabeth blushed.

“Tell her we’ll discuss terms when she arrives here for your vacations but I can double her salary and give her business class tickets to visit Rio three times a year.” He proposed.

“She wants her own cottage.” Elizabeth negotiated.

“From the village by the gate where the security team work?” Darcy shrugged. “I thought she would be living in the house with us.”

“She’d rather have her own place.”

“I don’t see any problem with that.”

“And you don’t know how much she makes…” Elizabeth pouted.

“You once told me it was a good salary. Whatever it is, I can double.” He said calmly.

“I didn’t ask you to pay her.” Elizabeth said and translated to Reynalda what he proposed. She fanned her face and closed her eyes. “I can afford her salary. Living in England will make my grant’s budget a lot more manageable. And I can rent this apartment.”

“We’ll keep the apartment for when we visit Rio. The kids are already used to it and they’ll visit their father when he returns from Haiti.” Darcy answered. “What about you take care of her retirement plan in Brazil and I take care of her salary?” He tried again. This was very important: if the housekeeper was happy to move, she would help rebuild the kids’ home and give his woman peace of mind to enjoy him.

She told the bold bald woman Darcy’s idea and she smiled. “King, from the smile on her face, I think you just got another maid!” Elizabeth chuckled.

“Maid?” He asked relieved. “Tell her I need someone to run Pemberley.”

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After that afternoon, it was common to meet Graham coming from the bakery or carrying groceries on their street in Rio, a satisfied smile on his face and a babbling toddler walking beside him.

By the third time he came to Rio, he took over the task of picking up the kids from school. Not only Julia who was always delighted to see him at the school’s gate waiting for her, but Thomas and Cassandra as well.

Graham was the one who drove Elizabeth and Cassandra to the hospital when the child sprained her wrist enjoying the roller skates Darcy sent for her birthday. Also he was the first one to sign her very pink cast and smile with her in a (injured) thumbs up selfie Elizabeth sent Darcy.

And it was around that time that Jane started wondering about life in England.

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“Hey there, gorgeous.”

“Hello, pretty lady.”

“Just swiped right and we’re a match! Want to meet for coffee?”

“What, Love?”

Elizabeth chuckled. “Never mind, Fitz. How are you?”

“Fine. What’s ‘swipe right’?” Darcy asked.

“It’s a joke from a dating app. Never mind.” She smiled at his outdated knowledge of technological crap.

“Why are you on a dating app, Elizabeth?” Darcy frowned; put down the notes he was taking on a contract and fired his Google search.

“For fun.” She smiled mischievously opening her car’s door. June in Rio had a persistent wind, especially by the sea where she was. She got in, hid her purse behind her seat, started the car and buckled up, still Darcy was mute. “I’m kidding, Fitz.” She shook her head.

“Huh.”

“Come on…” She sighed. “I just want to invite you over. A month seems too long for me. I want you now.”

“I also want you now but it seems I have to join a debauchery network to match you.” He grumbled making her laugh. “I don’t want you in any dating site, Elizabeth.”

“I’m not, Love. A friend found George in one and we had a few good laughs over wine on the weekend.” She chuckled. “You know, I bet you’d get a million likes if you joined it… you look so damn hot.”

“Huh.” He answered hiding his smile even if she couldn’t see it.
 
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“How is your divorce agreement going?” She asked bluntly.

“As good as it gets. We’ll have something more solid when you arrive.” He took note of the dating app to log on with a fake name and search Elizabeth to make sure she was not ‘getting likes’. The idea terrified him. “We won’t be hiding anymore.”

“Mmmm… I was hoping you could come spend a weekend with me. George is here and will take the kids.”

“I’d love to.” Darcy answered but he still needed to be cautious. “How’s Nanda’s wrist?”

“My ex-father-in-law says ‘she’ll live’… maybe she’ll take the cast off next week…”

Darcy never trusted Wickham’s mother’s husband and saying to a worried mother that her baby daughter ‘will live’ only made him hate the old wanker more. “My secretary will schedule an appointment with Negandi for her, as soon as you arrive next month.”

“Thanks, King. It’d be great.” Elizabeth sighed.

“And Mrs. Rey’s English classes?”

“Fine."

Silence stretched for a while as she drove.

“You sound despondent.”

“Yeah… I really need you.”

“Love, you’re killing me.” Darcy frowned. “What happened?”

“George just signed the parental consent for the kids to travel. I feel weird, though.” Elizabeth sighed.

“You met the wanker? Alone?” Darcy frowned.

“Yeah…” She nodded to her windshield, her phone balanced on her dashboard while Darcy’s voice filled her car. “Knightley called me saying George had agreed to sign it but wanted to talk to me.”

“Load the video call.”

Her phone blinked and Darcy’s dear slanted eyes and big forehead appeared. With one eye on the light traffic in front of her and one on his face, Elizabeth arranged the phone on the stand so he could see her.

“Are you driving?” He asked and she nodded smiling to him but looking ahead. “Park.”

“Ok.” She sighed. The long distance relationship was easy to cope with when they were in sin, but with their marriages officially dissolving, the distance seemed unbearable. “It’s good to see you.” She said parking beside a beach stand.

“I miss you.” He sighed and ruffled his hair. Whenever he missed his monthly appointment at his fancy barber, it seemed his hair grew faster. “Why were you alone with Wickham if I asked you to avoid it?”

“Lay off, Fitz.” She shook her head. “I’m a grown woman and I can take care of myself.” She raised her index finger to her phone so he would let her finish. “The lawyer arranged this meeting and George was in my life for almost twenty years. I’m no lady-in-despair.”

“Huh.”

“We weren’t alone anyway.” She inspected her nails. “He’s got a girlfriend.”

Darcy raised his brows surprised; the swine’s gall had no limit. “He asked to meet so he could flaunt his girlfriend at you?”

Elizabeth slowly rolled her shoulders in a shrug. “I guess not. He was upset when she showed up at the café. We agreed to meet at his apartment’s lobby coffee house and she suddenly arrived in high heels and a skimpy dress.” She raised her eyebrows smiling. “She’s got big boobs… I mean, massive!”

He chuckled at her sense of humor.

“Fitz?...” She pressed her lips together and looked at her hands. “I feel weird.”

“Jealous?” He asked steeling himself for her answer.

She shook her head, hair dancing around her face. “Not exactly.” She raised her eyes to him. “You’re my friend, right?”

“The best you have.” He rested back on his chair, the phone resting on the stand he had ordered soon after their first video chat.

“We can still talk about anything, right?” She asked and he nodded. “Always will.” He nodded again. “Of course seeing George with another woman made me uncomfortable. I can tell he liked to see me in this position even though he was surprised she showed up. He seemed, I don’t know… maybe a little embarrassed; I know George, I can read his reactions… but it’s not that. It’s the situation, making an appointment to meet him. It’s so weird. We were a couple for so long and now we’re strangers. We have children, for Christ’s sake! My son has his face!” She bit the inside of her cheek to shut up. She was going to tell him that she believed Wickham was about to ask her out when the woman showed up and that was why he never meant for her to see him with someone else, but she chickened out. Elizabeth was less moved by him already having a girlfriend than for not putting up a fight to let her take the kids abroad for their whole vacations, neither sharing her worry on their daughter’s mild wrist injury. “Do you feel weird when you meet Anne?”

Darcy nodded. “For the last five years or so.”

“Come on, Fitz.” She sighed. “I’m serious.”

“Me too.” He pressed his lips together. “Wickham probably planned to make you distressed, Bart. And you fell for it.” Elizabeth frowned. “Is he aware you needed his permission to bring the children to me?” Darcy asked and she shrugged. “That’s it.”

“I guess I mentioned Europe.” She looked away trying to remember. “I probably did. But I didn’t say Pemberley.”

“No need, right?” Darcy clasped his hands over his stomach as he looked at her pretty face in his small screen.

“He wanted to talk about his Haiti schedule and how much time he’ll have with the kids before he goes. It’ll start in September, his year in the Peace Corps.”

“He has to agree to their moving before that.” Darcy picked up his phone to call Dr. Woodhouse and remind her of that deadline. “Did he mention anything?”

“Huh-huh.” She shook her head again. “I didn’t want to bring it up afraid he would pick up a fuss and deny me the consent to travel with them next month, but you know, I should have. Tramp dress was furious to see him talking to me and he signed everything so I would leave.”

“Elizabeth…” Darcy started but shut up and closed his eyes briefly. Her upset phone call did all kinds of things to him. He felt outraged for the disrespect she had suffered having to meet the wanker’s tramp date, his dumping her to be with the woman and the fact that she risked being harassed again. “I want to invite you to come with me to Switzerland.”

“Ooh! Switzerland!” She smiled charmingly. “Like a date?”

“Sure, it’ll be a pleasure to have you with me.” He pressed his lips in a tight smile. “I have business to attend and was planning on going next week, but I can postpone the trip to the last week of the month so you’d fly only once and we can meet the children at the airport.”

“I would love it!” She smiled. “But I can’t and you can’t either. Your agreement is not signed yet and I’d hate to jeopardize your freedom. I can’t let the kids make a twelve-hour’ flight alone, Rey has never flown in her life, much less traveled abroad, there’s passports, permits… I’m a big institution.”

He nodded. Of course he knew all of this but she seemed saddened and he craved to have her close.

“Do your secret accounts need attention?” She asked saucily.

He chuckled humorlessly. “They’re not secret if you know about them.”

“That’s so glamorous! Having secret accounts in Switzerland!...” She teased him. “I’m anxious to uncover your other secrets, King!”

He raised his brows but could see it was just teasing. The lioness was not there in her fine eyes. “Speaking of secrets, I’ll have a nice surprise for the children when they arrive.” He smiled.

Elizabeth had to smile back, even though his rare toothy childish smile was not her favorite. It contorted his face and he looked like a kid. She’d rather have him sexy. “What is it?”

He shook his head still smiling. “It won’t be a surprise if I tell you.”

“I’m not the kids…” She insisted.

He shook his head and was about to say something but averted his eyes to his left and frowned. Elizabeth heard his witchy secretary’s voice saying ‘Mrs. Darcy is here’ and she felt a funny twist in her chest. ‘Mrs. Darcy’… shouldn’t Mrs. Darcy’s post be vacant waiting for her to step up?

Darcy shook his head frowning even deeper. ‘There’s no ‘Mrs. Darcy’ anymore, Mrs. Clavis.’ He said. The woman apologized and he sap up suddenly. Before Elizabeth could make sure it was Anne by hearing her voice, Darcy took the phone from the stand, killed the video connection and she heard his hurried voice. “I’ll call you, Bart.”

“What’s she doing there? Did you invite her?”

“I don’t know and no.”

“Call me as soon as she leaves.”

“Talk to you soon.”

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“What did she mean by ‘pollute the shades of Pemberley’?” Elizabeth asked shaking her head, impatient with Darcy’s ex-wife’s follies. “Let’s have all of them changed! How many windows have you got?”

“What?” Darcy stopped undressing and raised his head. Catching his image on his closet’s mirror, his shirt opened and barefoot, he was surprised to see how wearied he was.

“How many, King?” Elizabeth insisted. “We won’t want any dirty shades!”

He scratched his hair and chuckled. “I don’t think that’s what she meant, Lizzy.”

 “Of course not, I’m trying to lighten your mood.” She smiled. “She meant you’re downgrading by choosing me over her.” He pressed his lips together. “She’s bitter.” Elizabeth sat on her bed and closed her eyes. “She’s pinning over you and will try anything to have you back.”

“It won’t work.” He hurried to reassure her.

“I hope not!” She chuckled. “King, do you think both our exes agreed to fuck up our day?”

“Ah, Lizzy, only you can find mirth in this.” Darcy shook his head. “She’s sickly, too thin, haunted eyes. Her mother must have been nagging her relentlessly.” Elizabeth bit her lip. “I told her to find a hobby, perhaps a sport… I remembered you telling me about being in love with the idea of having a marriage and when I mentioned it to her, she had a breakdown. Bloody hell.” He grumbled.

“Fitz?”

“Yes, my Love.” He entered his bathroom intent on washing his face.

“Maybe you’re feeling too guilty for putting Anne through all this.” Elizabeth glared at her wall.

“What’s that supposed to mean?” Darcy was instantly peaked.

“Whenever you meet her you’re all regrets and-”

“Don’t tell me you still doubt my intentions.” His voice hardened. “Now that we’re planning on gathering our children to announce our marriage.”

Elizabeth shook her head and pressed her fingers to her eyes. Her migraine was finally taking over after a day of vile threats.

“You’re not allowed to doubt me.” Darcy said and waited for her to speak.

Almost a whole minute passed while both tried to calm their hearts.

“I’m jealous.” She finally confessed. “You keep saying ‘the poor Anne, so sick, so subdued by her evil mother, so fragile, blah, blah, blah’… You loved her enough to marry her, she’s the mother of your daughters and at times it seems you’re regretting not making more effort to fix your marriage.”

“You know it’s not true.” Darcy sat on the closed toilet’s seat, still with his pants and opened shirt on.

Love does not rejoice at wrongdoing, it is always ready to make allowances, to trust,  and to endure whatever comes." She recited. 

“It’s impossible to argue with St. Paul.” He mumbled. If she was searching comfort in her Catholic prayers, she was indeed in turmoil and it frightened him.

“As it is competing with the ghost of a two decades’ marriage, Fitz.” She whined.

“You don’t have to.”

“Tell me that when you look at your lovely young ladies you don’t see her? Because I do see George in my kids.” Darcy had no answer, so he kept quiet. “I can’t help but feeling jealous, Fitz. She’s there close to you, you’re a good noble man and I do fear you’ll let duty guide you again.” She let her body fall down on the bed. With a silent meow, Shoyu climbed gracefully and lay under her free hand.

“Duty tied me to her nineteen years ago.” He said. “I should have attended your graduation and by now we would be celebrating a silly metal anniversary.” She chuckled. “Calm down, Lizzy. We´re only a month away now.” He spoke in his best loving voice giving her the chills. “This time no one will interrupt your visit to Pemberley.”

She whined but before she could say anything, Cassandra entered her room. ‘Mom, what are you doing?’ The toddler asked, her thin arm still in the pink cast and a long blond Princess’ plait trailing after her.

‘On the phone.’
 
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‘Is it Fitz?’ The girl asked and the mother nodded pressing her lips together. ‘Can I speak to him, please?’

“Yes, put her through, Bart.” Darcy answered.

As Cassandra pestered him with an absurd amount of questions regarding the pool, the room she would be staying, complained about the cast not having more space to draw since it only covered her wrist and made Darcy promise Sarah would be there when she arrived; Elizabeth looked at her own face on the bathroom mirror silently weighing how the planets could easily destroy this unstable scheme of theirs.

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