I've been away because there are too many things going on in my life, stuff too big for me to deal with.
The idea is to live one minute at a time, try to keep my shit together and don't overthink.
Hard thing to do. Very. Very hard.
Coincidentally I found this sticker I posted on my Facebook fan page ages ago... It fits perfectly.
And then, my Ipod greets me with this little pearl of sweet music while I run trying hard to hold in my tears. Mornings are particularly hard... If you have faced a moment of impending loss in the family, you may know the fear I'm dealing with... *sniffing now*
Let me down easy
Sheppard
Ohhhhhh
Let me down easy, let me down easy, woah, before you go
Ohh, let me down easy, let me down easy, woah, before you go
Ba ba ba ba-da da ba ba ba [x4]
Night and day I've been doin' the math
To calculate where we wandered off track
But I know that this love was never easy
But something's faded inside of your heart
So you're crusadin' to tear us apart
It's clear now, I know you're gonna leave me
So disappear now, I won't get in your way
Ohh, let me down easy, let me down easy, woah, before you go [x2]
Well how do I begin to convince you to love me
When you're a star in the sky up above me
And I'm too far down below
Your heavy heart has taken its toll
You've lost all the magic inside of your soul
So sell me a lie before you hit the road
Ohh, let me down easy, let me down easy, woah, before you go [x2]
Woah Yeah!
Cause I know you'd rather run than stay and try
(Ba ba ba ba-da da ba ba ba)
Cause I know it's that much easier to say good bye
(Ba ba ba ba-da da ba ba ba)
Yes I know, so if you've made your mind
Take what you want and get out of my life
But can you do this one last thing?
Leave me with my pride
Ohh, let me down easy, let me down easy, woah, before you go [x2]
Night and day I've been doin' the math
(Ohh)
To calculate where we wandered off track
(Let me down easy)
But I know, this love was never easy
(Let me down easy, woah, before you go)
Something's fading inside of your heart
(Ohh)
So you're crusading to tear us apart
(Let me down easy)
It's clear now, I know you're gonna leave me
(Let me down easy)
So disappear now, I won't get in your way
(Woah, before you go)
While not all the lyric fits, the main sense is there...
At least the editing is as lovely as the song.
It's all in God's wise hands.
